He'll Never Be Mine

That man breaks hearts
with a smile on his face
That man causes pain
and compliments it with a laugh.
His perfectness ruins us
His adorableness mocks us
and he doesn't even know the damage he causes.
All the damage.
All of it.

He lives life knowing his fans love him
what he doesn't know would hurt him
what he doesn't know would break him.
That even though he saves us
he also tortures us
with that smile, his eyes,
his creative goodbyes
And that being that mocks us saying,
"He'll never be mine."

Who Am I

I barely know him so it's not right
to hate her, to loathe her
to get in a fight.
But my heart dies slowly whenever she's there
whenever she tweets him
whenever she shares.
It's not fair,
I shouldn't care,
This shouldn't tear me apart.
Because I barely know him
even thought I love him
and think he's better with someone else
who am i to judge
saying who he should be with
playing match maker
with the heart breaker
who tore me up yet put me together
and made it all better
with a simple smile

Hurt

I've been alone for way too long
I've walked the path of doubt too many times.
I need someone to show me the way
to tell me everything will be ok
and in whatever I do, just believe in me
I want someone to care
to see through the smile I've painted
and realize how I really feel
so that they can help me be a better person
I've walked the path of rejection again and again.
I've memorized the way
but I don't know how to escape
I don't believe it's too late
it's never too late.
I can do this
but I want someone to lead me
take me to safety
so I don't end up getting hurt
like I have so many times before

Destiny

Destined to be alone forever
nobody to spend a life together
I'm caught up in this mess,
My head is full with doubt
and no matter how much I cry out
nothing can change it.
Reality creeps through my mind
blurring my vision, making me blind
until suddenly everything is clear
but that's my biggest fear,
Reality.
The only thing i can do is sigh
hope is the one thing that keeps me alive
praying that one day
the world will be on my side
and that terrible destiny
will turn.